What to do…
It has changed from school to summer. That usually means that I go off to a band camp and a boy scout camp. Well not this summer and I’m pretty down about it. It seems I don’t have much to do this summer at all. I need to get calling some of my friends here.
I have this strange phobia about calling people that I don’t know very well. I need to get over it. I feel it’s hindering my social workings. For ex: being ivited to stuff and actually doing something. I wish I could be more of a leader too. I would rant on but I’m not sure if you want to listen about my shortcomings.
Sometimes I can’t wait until the next school year, but then I remember the stress I go through. Two more years then college. I need to figure out that too.
Recently, I’ve been told I’m boring. I usually don’t care what others think, but that hit me. I don’t think it’s true though.
